Well, i have something else in my heart, i have a big sister, who plays nice in school, and plays that innocent girl. but when we are home alone, she calls me those bad things, like b**** fat ass and stuff … and it really hurts me, like the way she says it, and when my mom comes i tell her what my big sister have called me, and she’s like yelling at her, and my sister tells me sorry, but. She’s not sorry at all, she just hate me, i feel like i cant enjoy anything with her, we are always in a fight…